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October 31, 2010

Care to Hold My Hand

di hari ahad yang agak hening nih... aku cuma tepek lirik lagu abg Maher Zain jer (duhh bila pulak dia jadi abang aku kan) one of the best song (aku yer..) korang gi lah carik kalau tak besa dengar... tajuk dia Hold My Hand..



I hear the flower's kinda crying loud
The breeze's sound is sad
Oh no...
Tell me when did we become
So cold and empty inside
Lost a way long time ago
Did we really turn that blind
We don't see that we keep hurting each other no
All we do is just fight
Now we share the same bright sun, the same round moon
Why don't we share the same love
Tell me why not
Life is shorter than most have thought
Hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what we`ve left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit of me and you
For another chance
And let's pray for a beautiful world
A beautiful world I share with you
Hold my hand....
Children seem like they've lost their smile
On the new blooded playgrounds
Oh no...
How could we ignore
heartbreaking crying sounds
And we're still going on
Like nobody really cares
And we just stopped feeling all the pain because
Like it's a daily basic affair
Now we share the same bright sun, the same round moon
Why don't we share the same love
Tell me why not
Life is shorter than most have thought
Hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what we`ve left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit of me and you
For another chance
And let's pray for a beautiful world
A beautiful world I share with you
No matter how far I might be
I'm always gonne be your neighbour
There's only one small planet where to be
So I'm always gonna be your neighbour
We cannot hide, we can't deny
That we're always gonna be neighbours
Your neighbour, my neighbour
We're neighbours
So hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what have left behind
So hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what we`ve left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit of me and you
For another chance
And let's pray for a beautiful world
A beautiful world I share with you

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cantik

subhanallah... cantiknya...





Lake Huron is one of the five Great Lakes of North America. It is bounded on the east by Ontario, Canada and on the west by Michigan, USA. The lake derives it’s name from early French explorers who named it based on the Huron people inhabiting the region. Lake Huron is the second largest of the Great Lakes, with a surface area of 59,596 km2 (23,010 sq mi) making it the third largest fresh water lake on earth.




October 30, 2010

tolong aku ... Please...


hmm let see.. 30th is around the corner..
so any other ideas / suggestions







sticky post noo.. because i need ur suggestion





korang...
jom try bagi aku idea
nak letak blog nih nama apa...


aku cam da bosan ler dengan nama blog aku (boleh gitu)
ala saja suka2 kot kalau ada cadangan korang yang aku berkenan..
maybe i shud get u something later...


jom eh.. tolong aku bagi nama kat blog aku nih...

tadi aku gi C-mart..

nak belikan my twin kasut sebabnya kasut dorang cam dah lunyai dikerjakan setiap hari.. hehe.. nak pergi rombongan lah katakan.. sian lak kat dorang pakai kasut yang dah tak comey gitu.. so inform Hn (yg nun jauh di N9) pastu sejurus selepas Afi bangun dari his morning nap cargasss gi CM..




aku try bawak stroller utk Afi.. see if he want to sit on it.. and mmg penuh ler Kancil kecikku itu dengan stroller, twin, Afi ngan carseatnya... padat cam sardin.. sian tak selesa my twin di tempat duduk belakang.. i had a few things to buy also.. mmg cantik sangatlah dapat gi CM nih.. arrived safely then set the stroller n off we go.. hehe Afi cam tak kisah jer duduk di stroller tuh.. maybe sebab once in a while twin akan bawak Afi naik stroller pusing2 kat depan rumah..



masuk jer CM benda pertama yang aku carik adalah kasut tuk twin.. (sorry yer no pics sebab x sempat pun nak kuarkan hp aku tuk amik gambar).. dekat CM ni adalah 2-3 kedai kasut tapi most of them hanya menjual kasut tuk adults.. kuciwa den.. sebab mmg niat nak beli tuk twin kan.. so usaha jugak tuk pastikan dapat kasut wpun murah.. kasut dorang sebelum nih adalah jenama C tuh..




so kalau boleh nak carikler yang lain tapi ala gitu lah jugak.. kalau ikutkan hati mmg tadak yang berkenan di hati.. sebab semua cam ala2 sandal gitu.. susah ler nak bergerak nanti.. so pusinglah kami 4 beranak dalam CM tuh mencarik kasut.. then aku nampak ler kasut flat nih yang oklah .. kalau nak dibandingkan dgn yang lain.. so tanpa berfikir panjang aku terus suh both of them cuba then terus gi amik shower gel, instant coffee, roti n gi bayar.. takut kang kalau lama2 Afi meragam so susah pulak.. hehe..


terus turun bawah.. i bought a new watch for me... sebabnya dah dekat sebulan aku 'watchless'.. so terible aku rasa bila kan wrist aku tadak jam tangan.. huhu.. all this while i had to depend to my hp jer.. sian kan dekat aku.. i prefer digital watch rather than analog.. so korang susahler nak nengok aku pakai jam tangan yang ala2 ladies gitu.. hehe.. pastu tangkap losyen mustajab sebab dah nak abis dah aku pakai.. sedap arrr lotion nih tau.. aku suka bau dia..


lega sebab semua benda yang nak dibeli dah dibeli.. terus balik rumah.. turunkan semua barang then tuk lunch kami sambung makan murtabak maggi yang aku buat pagi tadi.. twin nak makan dengan sosej yang ada cheese tuh so aku buatkan same goes to Afi.. malam kang rasanya kena masak nasi lah kot sebab lunch dorang tak makan nasi.. hmm..




skrg tengah pk nih.. should i bring the stroller along with me to our rombongan cik kiah ke KL n Cameron or not.. sebab aku plan just nak carry Afi using Bjorn jer.. tapi terdayakah aku.. he is already 11kg++ .... di KL nanti tak lama just nak gi jalan2 tour Masjid Jamek (katanya) then terus gi CH.. so perlu ke tidak bawak stroller...


kasi bekerja sikit itu otak..

harini aku tadak lagi story nak tulis..
but would like to share with u some Brain Teaser..
aku dapat dari Internet lah mana lagi kan..

hehe..
enjoy your weekend





What's your first impression of this image?
Yellow arrows pointing left, or green arrows pointing right?
There is no "correct" answer, but different people perceive this image differently at first.




see anything happening.. hmm

dont see?.. see?...



The blue ovals seem to move, but this is a still image.



Stare at the moon long enough, and the stars should begin to fade away.
How many can you get to disappear?

biar benar.. itu harganya...





gambar apa pulak nih..
ambooiiii takkan tak tau kot gambar telefon lah..

hehe...
kalau sebelum nih aku dok kalut cerita pasal BB Torch idaman hati...
harini aku pi click kat iklan Nuffnang aku tuh
then nampak yang nih



sila klik pada gambar untuk view lebih jelas yer



okeh..
mujurlah aku lebih mendambakan BB..
so bila nengok rega N8 dengan Maxis nih cam takdelah
keterujaan sangat..


korang yang mana rasa2 berkenan..
silakan..




(kira murah ler kan... hmmm)


October 29, 2010

have u seen them??

amaran.. n3 ini banyak gambar.. so banyak2kan bersabar nengok yer..


cuba korang ( yg perempuan nih ) angkat tangan sapa yang tak suka berpesen aka fesyen.. haaa ada tak.. meh nak tgk ada tak... takda... haaa bagus... sebab aku sangatlah yakin walau secomel or sergorges mana pun korang (or the opposite way) korang musti teringin nak bergaya n berfesyen kan.. well aku suka jer.. wpun sekarang body aku cam perlukan kepada pembentukan yang lebih mantooopppp tapi tetap aku suka jugak berfesyen...


ini hari aku nak introduce korang pada AMMARA... haaa tau tak apa tuh.. aku pun kurang arif so korang baca sedikit sedutan yang aku telah copy n paste dari blog tuan empunya (dengan kebenaran yer)

ammara or becoming beautiful is a complete muslimah chic boutique catering women of all ages.making them elegant, beautiful and covered at the same time. ammara hijabi enterprise is co owned by 2 hijabi fashionista's , amalina and sara who search for pretty and suitable clothes for muslimah women. we also provide exclusive items which are designed and tailored specifically for all of you


hmm sebab aku suka sebab its a muslimah style.. wpun baju yang dorang ada nih.. some of them are a bit stylish tapi once they put them togehter.. naaaa its suit us as muslimah.. very trendy n yet mengekalkan ke'muslimah'an kita sebagai wanita timur yang berimamkan Islam



they (the founder of course) divided their collection into 3 parts (if i'm not mistaken).. ada


Ammara Poppy Collection - yg nih aku rasa more to ready made collection... yang aku kata telah di garap semanisnya oleh mereka agar bersesuaian dengan kita orang timur





Ammara Ritzy Collection - yang nih pulak more to their exclusive collection.. based on ideas n knowledge.. they design their own and i would say that they're adorable dan sungguh cantik... ada a few yang aku berkenan sangat - reason sebab kaler dia yang sungguh mengancam dan terancam..







then last but not least the hijab.. haaa kalau korang nengok mmg cam ala kat sini pun ada jual.. kat sana pun ada jual.. tapi.. tapi... tapi.. yang membuatkan aku tertarik dengan Ammara nih sebab it's a whole complete set... dari baju, kain sampailah ke dress n tudung semua ada kat sini .. dan aku rasa senang sikit nak menggayakan sebab ada guidance gitu kan.. hehe.. ala kita pun kalau ada fesyen2 terkini kat majalah kita nak tiru jugak kan so why not give this type of fashion a try... but yet aku masih belum mencuba pemakaian shawl cara Ammara..



Ammara's Hijabs



most of it are 1.5m shawls (please correct ek Sara if i'm wrong)..

they are selling this at RM25 each or u can buy 2 for only RM45.. hehe... i'm liking these 2.. kan cantik kan.. hehe... tengah pk nak amik or not.. sebab i'm not sure when n where to wear these beauty... (sara can reserved for me or not)




haaa cukup kot nooo.. apa tak cukup lagi.. hadehhh korang gi jer terjah blog AMMARA banyak lagi kat situ... kalau nak order ada form kat situ.. Facebook pun ada.. nak ker... hehe.. aku bagi jelah sebab aku kan suka share2 ngan korang AMMARA BOUTIQUE (haa yg nih facebook dorang)




dahlah yer.. aku pun dah koring ideo nih haaaa.. korang gi jerlah melawat blog dorang ek.. aku sekadar mengenalkan korang jer.. hehe.. muahsss




this shoes are.....



masa kursus Pedagogi itu hari.. one of the things that we need to do is to present our finding towards the topic discussed.. so ini gambar waktu aku ngan kak Ina buat presentation tuk our group.. hehe.. group paling happening.. aku suka group nih..






dan akhirnya setelah hampir sebulan dok terperap di dalam kotak akhirnya i've decided to give it a try.. yup akhirnya kasut yang aku beli sebelum raya (alkisah konon nak pakai raya) telah pun dirasmikan.. tu pun sebab kawan aku Azlina (nama kami sama) suh aku pakai last day course Pedagogi tuh.. hehe.. Ena, aku semakin tinggi dek kerana kasut nih tau... aku dok ingat nak sakit ler kaki sebab pakai kasut nih tapi sebaliknya tak sakit pun.. cam eh selamba biawak jer aku pakai (nah amik ko selamba biawak tuh camner yer)




dan kembali semula ko ke dalam kotak.. bila pulak nak pakai nih...



October 28, 2010

bila terpaksa jadi ibu tunggul....

sebagaimana yang telah dinyatakan di dalam n3 terdahulu bahawasanya aku akan menjadi ibu tunggul (hehe tak sesuai guna ibu tunggal sebab Hn masih sah suami aku maaa- semoga kekal ke akhir hayat) dan membawa anak2 aku yang tiga orang tuh menyertai lawatan sekolah aku ke KL dan Cameron Highlands..


jadinya mmg sedikit nervous ler sebab aku pegi nih tanpa Hn.. jadinya mungkin akan ada sedikit sebanyak problem nak handle 3 of them at the same time.. hehe.. aku rasa tak jadi masalah sebab kengkawan ramai yang pergi dan mereka pun da layan anak2 aku cam anak2 dorang jugak.. so bab menjaga waktu di sana mungkin ok lah..




tapi dont judge a book by its cover okeh.. kot nanti dok ingat semua orang tolong tengok alih2 tunggang langgang jadiknya.. so since we are going to travel by bus.. banyak benda nak kena prepare.. for twin tuh aku takderlah susah ati sangat sebab dorang pun dah besar..


yang agak memeningkan kepala adalah Afi's stuff.. mana nak usung bekas air panas tuk buat susu lagi, mana nak sumbat diapers lagi, susu lagi.. hehe... but being me the very sempoi type of mom.. hehe aku mmg akan usung bagpack satu then satu lagi bag trolley tuh tuk all our baju-baju.. kira sumbat dalam satu beg besar.. dan dalam bagpack adalah bebarang keperluan Afi n my purse, hp.. no handbags.. sebab aku akan babywearing Afi using Baby Bjorn aku tuh.. sempoi kan.. hehe...




tapi kena jugak dapatkan ilmu so that tak huru hara (wpun aku mmg jenis sempoi gilosss).. ini adalah info yang aku dapat dari babycenter on Seven secrets to successful travel with toddlers



As you gear up for a trip with your toddler, we suggest you think of your young traveling companion as someone who'll add a whole new dimension to your travel experiences. Be sure you dial down your expectations, set realistic goals, and take it nice 'n' easy. Here are some parent-tested suggestions for traveling with a young child:

Be flexible

Traveling with children can be a wonderful experience — if you go with the flow. Your toddler might get bored having to sit still or sightsee for long periods of time instead of being able to run around and explore at her own energetic pace, so keep your itinerary simple. Limit it to one activity a day and you'll find it much easier to make last-minute adjustments if your child gets tired or just wants to spend time splashing in the hotel's wading pool. -

Pick a family-friendly destination

Choose a relaxing destination that's used to young visitors, so you don't have to sweat the details. We recommend a lazy beach retreat, family camp, nature resort, or similar kid-friendly place. Skip the crowded, over-stimulating tourist destinations, places without shade, and other spots that will pose an added challenge when you have a young one in tow. Look for family-friendly hotels and resorts that let kids stay for free in their parents' rooms and provide free meals to children or buffet-style breakfasts included in the price of the room. - yg nih have to skip sebab aku hanya mengikut jer dorang dah book apartment so i'll be sharing a room with my friend.. small matter (hopefully)

Bring drinks and snacks

Make sure to tote along plenty to drink and a bag of snacks on any trip. Children can get dehydrated during a flight, and toddlers can't always wait for food service (or they refuse the airline meal when it arrives). You might be able to pre-order a children's meal — check with your airline to find out. Whether you're in the air or on the road, best bets for toddlers include easy-to-pack snacks like baggies of whole grain cereal, precut fruits and vegetables, small cartons of fruit juice, animal crackers, and other age-appropriate nibblers. Dispensing snacks at pre-announced intervals will give your toddler something to look forward to. Consider bringing along moist towelettes for easy cleanup. - will do this.. at least ada benda tuk kudapan.. hmm Afi suka kismis.. so maybe i need to stock up for him

Plan frequent rest stops

If you're driving, break up your trip so your toddler can stretch her limbs and move around to blow off some pent-up energy. Pack a rubber or foam ball for rolling or kicking around and some simple board books for quiet time. Pick out parks and picnic areas on your route by using an online mapping service such as Google Maps, Yahoo Maps, or MapQuest, or city guides like GoCityKids or CitySearch. End your driving day early so all of you have time to unwind after a long day on the road.

Think safety

When you pack for your toddler, be sure to include a basic childproofing kit to use at your destination. If you're taking a road trip, make sure your child's car seat is properly secured. According to the National Highway Traffic Safety Administration, up to 85 percent of car seats aren't installed correctly. Use removable window shades to keep the sun off your child. You may want to dress your toddler in a brightly colored outfit so she's easy to spot in a crowd, and put a small card with identification information on it in one of her pockets in case you get separated. - mungkin kena bawak Vicks, ubat2 sikit, vitamins...

Pack a goody bag

A good way to keep kids content on a trip is to take along a goody bag filled with more toys and doodads than you think you'll need. Your toddler might like an array of puzzles, dolls, action figures, puppets, brightly colored paper, nontoxic crayons, books, and favorite toys. Wrap some of them before you leave and present your child with a surprise every once in a while. Start building your toy cache a few weeks before the trip. -i've prepared some toys for Afi.. journey will begin at night so waktu tido.. siangnya perlu ada benda tuk Afi.. for twin they know what to bring to entertain themselves

Take practice trips

To get a feel for what works and what doesn't when you're on the road and away from home, you might try leading up to a big trip with some short day trips or weekend getaways. The trial runs could provide key insights — about things like what supplies you should pack, how long your child can last in a car seat, and which toys keep your toddler happy (or drive you nuts). - bukannya first time gi trip memana cumanya sebab nih 1st time aku (on my own) bawak the kids only to trip so agak cam risau2 sikit.. Hn pun sama.. insyaallah oklah kot kan



there u go.. a list of tips mcam mana nak bawak anak2 gi travel supaya perjalanan kita tidak susah dan tension.. mungkin ada yang suggest why not tinggalkan jer dorang with either inlaws or my parents... the problem is.. Hn will travel to N9 tonite.. ada game rugby.. then he need to attend a course pulak di KL start from 1-5th Nov.. itu pasal dia tak dapat join our trip.. and we plan to balik umah my parent after that.. so senang cerita aku akan bawa anak2 turun di Kulim dulu then wait for Hn di sana.. senang.. tak payah nak tunggu balik Arau dulu then travel back to Kulim...

to all doakanlah perjalanan kami yer.. wpun sebenarnya lambat lagi.. next week maaa.. hehe..

k lah tu jer nak story..

October 27, 2010

Love U Nuffnang.... the Best


adeh tak sangka laksss
hehe...
thanks alot to Nuffnang











i've (recently) been given 6 buffered earning



aku pun tak baper nak faham sgt pasal earning2 nih.. tapi at the same time sangat berterima kasih dengan pendapatan tambahan nih. so how do we Bloggers actually earn something from them

There are 2 types of ad campaigns from Nuffnang:

a) mCPM Campaigns

- Bloggers are paid based on the number of unique impressions an advertiser purchases from their blogs.
- Once a blog is chosen for an mCPM campaign, a new entry will be created under a ‘Buffered Earnings’ table on the Earnings page which will be updated daily according to the progress of the ads being showed to the blog’s readers.
- Once the campaign ends, it will be transferred to a new table called ‘Metered Earnings’, in which the amount will be reflected in your current earnings.
- All blogs registered under Nuffnang qualify for mCPM campaigns by default.
- Advertisers will choose which blogs they wish to advertise on based on several factors such as demographics of blog readers, desirability of ad units, membership exclusivity and writing style of the blogger.
- New bloggers to the community may take a while to be chosen for campaigns as advertisers are less confident in advertising on newly signed up blogs for mCPM campaigns.

b) CPC Campaigns
- Bloggers are paid based on the number of unique clicks registered on the ad unit showing the advertisements.
- Bloggers can opt to show CPC campaigns by selecting ‘Show Global CPC Ads’ as their Ads Preference in their Blog Manager.
- When there are no CPC campaigns, the ad unit will be minimized. When there’s an ongoing CPC campaign, the ad unit will show till the number of clicks allocated for the day has been used up. These ads will only show when your blog has not been chosen for any mCPM campaigns for that period of time.
- Earnings for CPC campaigns are updated weekly on the Earnings Page.


haa cam gitulah yer.. aku punya income pun bukanlah banyak mana tapi syukur.. thanks yer Nuffnang... nanti bagilah lagi.. hehe.. owh yer these are a few recent activities




and i loike this one.. cumanya aku tadak idea langsung nak buat entry pasal nih wpun aku mmg teringin sangat nak pakai Celcom BlackBerry Torch 9800!





ramai jugak yang dah buat n3 pasal nih.. hmm due date is on the 29th.. ada masa lagi.. so nengoklah nanti camner

aku tak tahu menahu pun

cam nak tulis something tapi cam tetiba jer tak ingat apakah yang nak ditulis or in this case di taip.. hmm let me think for a while ok...













owh ok ingat dah.. pagi tadi waktu sampai di sekolah as usual lah terus gi kantin.. then duduk2 lepak sembang dengan akak2 kat situ (hehe i still consider myself one of the youngest member at school) dorang cerita pasal kes Rita Rudaini n her hubby Aidil Zakuan.. is it true.. that they are going to end their marriage.. ayoooo cam baru jer dengar dorang riuh pasal cerita kawin si RR nih alih2 dah nak berpisah pulak..

so i googled ler carik the news to see whether it is true or not.. dan aku terjumpa cerita nih di dalam Harian Metro so mmg betul lah kot kan..

SEREMBAN: Selepas beberapa laporan berhubung keretakan rumah tangga mereka dipaparkan media, pemain bola sepak kebangsaan dan Negeri Sembilan, Mohd Aidil Zafuan Abdul Razak, 23, memfailkan permohonan sulh (perbincangan) dan hak penjagaan anak terhadap isterinya yang juga pelakon popular, Rita Rudaini Mokhtar, 34, di Mahkamah Tinggi Syariah di sini, semalam.

Sumber rapat dengan Mohd Aidil Zafuan berkata, pemain itu yang mesra dengan panggilan Aidil ke mahkamah dengan ditemani seorang peguam syarie pada kira-kira jam 11 pagi semalam.



aku mmg jarang baca newspaper nih (tak bagus kan.. ) so aku agak kurang arif ler pasal2 berita terkini hiburan sensasi nih... huhu..



Pasangan itu mencetuskan kontroversi apabila bernikah secara rahsia di Songkhla, Thailand pada 25 Februari 2008 kerana dikatakan tidak mendapat restu keluarga suaminya.


Hasil perkahwinan lebih dua tahun itu, Aidil dan Rita dikurniakan seorang cahaya mata lelaki, Airit Rayyan Rizkin yang kini berusia setahun tiga bulan.



sian kat baby tuh.. sebaya Afi jer.. hehe nama pun sama Rayyan.. katanya Aidil yang nak jaga.. hmm camner tuh??


October 26, 2010

apa yang sedang berlaku..

this week minggu exam.. meaning anak2 aku pun dok kalut denga exam.. sungguh cuak aku as their mother.. mmg tiap hari2 kat umah asyik sebab pasal buat latihan dan sebagainya.. dan dorang pun gamaknya sampai dah jemu dengar perkataan tuh.. tapi nak buat camner.. dek kerana kita terlalu exam-oriented so semuanya terarah kepada pencapaian murid.. kekadang aku kesian sebab tengok budak2 sekarang dah 'no fun' in learning..








aku tak nafikan aku pun cikgu yang mengajar dorang ke arah exam oriented.. mengajar yang penting2 untuk lulus dalam periksa n dapat result yang baik.. tapi sesungguhnya ianya amatlah memenatkan.. sungguh if u're a mother or a teacher u would understand.. focus mengajar hanyalah tuk bebudak lulus exam.. letih tau.. aku ingat dulu masa aku belajar.. especially during year 1 banyak jer main gunting2 n tampal2.. tapi towards the end of the year ada jugak ilmu yang aku dapat..





belajar main2 nyanyi2.. tapi lulus jugak periksa dengan cemerlang.. tapi sekarang yang aku dok nampak kalau asyik main2 dalam kelas.. haruslah budak hanya dapat seronok tapi aku takut ilmu yang diselitkan tak dapat.. camner yer.. ke semua nih aku punya andaian jer.. yerlah aku tak berani buat sebab takut budak tak dapat ilmu sewaktu pembelajaran.. aku takut budak tengok aku jer yang syok sendiri dok kalut menyanyi, berlakon bagai sesorang kat depan kelas... aku tak berani nak biar budak explore sendiri n find their own knowledge...
adakah aku guru yang tidak berani mengambil risiko itu.. adakah aku guru yang terlalu mementingkan prestasi (exam) daripada kebolehan dan pemahaman mereka... risaunya aku takut sepanjang aku mengajar dorang tak belajar apa2.. takutnya aku ilmu yang aku sampaikan tak dapat di manfaatkan mereka..





tahun depan pendekatan baru akan digunakan tuk mengajar Bahasa Inggeris bagi murid2 tahun 1.. Fun in Learning English.. yup mmg konsep nih dah lama tapi aku rasa (bagi akulah) masih belum berjaya.. kalau kat sekolah aku budak masih lagi di 'spoon feed' kan.. mereka masih tak dapat nak berusaha mencari dan menyelesaikan masalah yang diberi sendiri.. masih bergantung harap pada guru...


aku pun tak tau camner nak endkan this story.. sebenarnya sedih dengan diri sendiri dan sedih tengok apa yang berlaku di depan mata.. usaha seumpama tidak di hargai oleh mereka.. wpun mereka masih kecil dan tidak mengerti akan pentingnya ilmu tapi kekecewaan itu ada dalam diri aku sekarang..

owh yer.. nothing to do with the pic ok.. cuma aku sedih sekarang nih


October 25, 2010

apa nak jadi



dis coming November agak banyak aktiviti yang akan ditempuh


1. 2nd Nov - Trip to KL and Cameron Highland (anjuran sekolah)

2. 11th Nov - Hari Kantin or Ko-Kurikulum SKTT

3. 12th Nov - Hari Graduasi Pra Sekolah SKTT 

4. 13th Nov - Lawatan Unit Beruniform ke Alor Star



adehhh banyak nih.. sekarang nih tengah minggu peperiksaan.. anak2 aku pun tengah exam camner lah agaknya... aku tengok tadi paper BM cam senang (tapi itu bagi aku) hopefully dorang boleh buat.. banyak gak nih nak pakai duit bulan nih.. tapi insyaallah semua nih tuk anak2.. especially the trip to KL n Cameron Highland.. hopefully will be able to handle the trio sebab Hn wont be around (ada kursus jugak di KL)



October 24, 2010

sapa yang tak mau kelihatan cantik??



kalau korang nih orang dapur.. hmm orang yang duduk di dapur or orang yang suka berada di dapur.. for surelah korang kenal semua benda2 yang ada di dapur.. aku bukan orang yang suka duduk di dapur yer tuan2 n puan2.. ikut mood aku dan kerajinan aku then barulah aku masuk dapur.. tapi gila lahkan takkan tak masuk dapur 1 hari.. dapur tuh tempat wajib utk dimasuki hatta untuk membuat air or membasuh tangan sekalipun.. tetap masuk dapur jugak..

arini aku nak share dengan korang.. some of the important things yang mempunyai kelebihannya masing2.. aku amik info nih dari sini.. haaa senang kan nak cantik kalu silalah duduk di dapur dan kenal2 lah barang2 yang ada di dapur anda..

cam aku nih mmg agak sukar tuk keluar rumah n buat benda2 yang nak bagi aku canti (hmm aku sedar aku nih tak cantik mana pun tapi syukur alhamdulillah ada jugak orang kata aku cantik.. kan korang kata aku cantik kan) so inilah alternatif yang boleh aku guna bila aku rasa aku perlu kelihatan cantik



White Sugar:

According to Dr. Patricia Wexler, exfoliating is one of the most important things we can do for the health of our skin. Best-selling author and makeup artist Carmindy reveals that plain old white sugar is one of the best exfoliators around. Keep a jar of it in your shower.


Take a handful and gently massage your entire body with it, using a soft washcloth. Rinse and the sugar crystals simply melt away down the drain. So much better than eating it! - uuu soheh pas mandi manis gila badan aku.. hehe.. umah sapa tadak gula.. haa cepat gi beli gula.. nak beli scrub kot mahal kan (kes sayang duit lah nih)

Olive Oil:

The ancient Romans knew what they were doing when they slathered olive oil on every part of their bodies, saving a little for their hair. Keep a plastic ketchup bottle (the kind you see in old diners) filled with olive oil in your bathroom. Add a few drops of lavender oil (or whatever fragrance you prefer). After exfoliating, pat your skin until it’s almost dry, then massage a small amount of oil all over your body.


Result? Skin like velvet. After your hair is dry, massage a few drops of oil in your palms and, bending over, scrunch a bit of it into the ends. - haa ni pulak cam body lotion or body oil le kan.. kot kalau nak gi beli kat Body Shop tak sempat so tuang jer olive oil.. eh banyak ooooiii khasiat olive oil nih.. tapi kan aku tak baper gemar badan aku jadi oily so perhaps i could skip this one

Honey:

Who knew that honey is equally effective for treating colds and improving your looks?




Applying honey all over your face is beneficial, since it contains vitamins and moisturizes. It's also a n

atural antibiotic that can kill bacteria. Add a little white sugar and exfoliate with it in the shower, too. - hmm letak madu di muka?? mudah tuk dijadikan scrub kan.. korang campur jer dengan white sugar tuh.. haaa dia dah cakap madu nih mmg baik tuk kulit kita.. so

tunggu apa lagi gi buatlah.. takkan ler nak campur madu ngan gula pun susah kan.. (arahan tuk diri sendiri yang kadang2 segan nak mampus jaga muka)

Lemon Juice:

There are so many things you can do with lemon juice (preferably freshly squeezed). Soak your nails in them (without polish) to reduce yellowing, and brush your teeth with a mixture of baking soda and lemon juice for whiter teeth. And best of all, take a tablespoon or two of freshly squeezed lemon juice and mix into a tall glass of warm water.


Drink it before ingesting anything else, first thing in the morning. It’s a great way to hydrate and jump-start your system. - aku berkenan sungguh ler dengan lemon nih.. tapi kalau gi supermarket semedang carik tak pernah jumpa (alasan or mmg aku jarang sungguh gi supermarket bahagian jual buah nih) maybe i should give this a try.. sebab i really need something to jump-start my system because lately aku feel sungguh down n down..

Yogurt:

Yogurt is a highly effective treatment for the common skin condition rosacea. It has the ability to soften the skin while calming the redness — especially after eating something spicy or enjoying a little too much heart-healthy red wine. Simply apply it as a mask, and leave on for about 15 minutes.




Rinse, and apply a light layer of olive oil. - selalu yogurt nih aku buat makan jer.. tak berani pulak nak tepek kat muka or kulit.. tapi kan mmg orang cakap (semua orang cakap daaa) yogurt nih bagus.. sampai shampoo pun orand dah add in yogurt kan.. erks terasa cam tak sesuai pulak yogurt nak sapu2 kat muka or kulit or even my hair sebab aku dok tau yogurt nih benda makan (same goes to everything in the list)

Green Tea Bags:

Green tea is one of the best things you can drink (along with lots of water, and red wine in moderation). For a great de-puffing eye treatment, try soaking a few bags in water and sticking them in the freezer.



Place on your eyes, lower the lights and ... relax. - selalu pas minum tea aku main campak jer the tea bag.. maybe pasni kena simpan n buat eye treatment using the tea bag kan.. sebab aku mmg mata cam tak baper cute jer kan.. mana tak cukup tido, mana dok ngadap computer dsb.. so this one is a must to do lah..


so no more reason why we cannot be beauty kan.. sebab barang2 kat dapur jer pun boleh guna tuk kelihatan cantik.. cumanya sekarang samada ko rajin ke tak (peringatan tuk diri aku yang mmg segan) muahahahahhahaaa... gelakkan diri aku.. adeh.. sian kat aku kan cam sedikit weng harini .. tension weiii.. semalam satu hari aku sakit kepala.. bangun pagi nih pun masih berbaki sakitnya.. what to do ??

enjoy the writing.. cause i know u love being beautiful all the time

October 23, 2010

kalau dapat ku undurkan masa


Someday by Micheal Learns to Rock

In my search for freedom
And peace of mind
I’ve left the memories behind
Wanna start a new life
But it seems to be rather absurd
When I know the truth
Is that I always think of you
Chorus:
Someday someway
Together we will be baby
I will take and you will take your time
We’ll wait for our fate
Cos’ nobody owns us baby
We can shake we can shake the rock
Try to throw the picture
Out of my mind
Try to leave the memories behind
Here by the ocean
Wave’s carry voices from you
Do you know the truth
I am thinking of you too
Chorus:
Someday someway
Together we will be baby...
The love we had together
Just fades away in time
And now you’ve got your own world
And I guess I’ve got mine
But the passion that you planted
In the middle of my heart
Is a passion that will never stop


aku kenal lagu nih masa zaman aku di Matrikulasi.. kat Terengganu waktu tuh... rindu pulak zaman belajar waktu di sana..

October 22, 2010

try out n guess


haaa cuba teka lagu apakah ini...







Such a feelin's comin' over me
There is wonder in most everything I see
Not a cloud in the sky
Got the sun in my eyes
And I won't be surprised if it's a dream

Everything I want the world to be
Is now coming true especially for me
And the reason is clear
It's because you are here
You're the nearest thing to heaven that I've seen

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world


Something in the wind has learned my name
And it's tellin' me that things are not the same
In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze
There's a pleasin' sense of happiness for me

There is only one wish on my mind

When this day is through I hope that I will find
That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me
All I need will be mine if you are here

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world















song title Top of The World by Carpenter



October 21, 2010

the end...


arini last day kursus.. so pasni tadaklah kot sampai tetiap ari aku update blog unless aku buat autopublish... hehe tapi rasa cam agak susah ler but then tengoklah macam mana nanti kan.. so today aku cuma nak share dengan semua gegambar aku n kengkawan waktu kursus.. dorang nih sungguh happening tau.. kiranya group aku jer yang mmg the original member dari course terdahulu... best..


nama dia pun Azlina jugak.. orang Pahang


fasilitator yang paling happening



kak zah.. nanti bersalin jgn lupa bagitau nooo



see bergumbira sambil buat tugasan.. kira tadak erti stress langsung lah



October 20, 2010

i want her back with me....






sejak our Helper tadak.. so urusan kemas2 rumah jadi sungguh tidak teratur.. adeh.. whom to be blame.. aku kah???? banyak benda yang ala2 tertangguh sebab tadak masa (isshhh boleh ker kata gitu - tadak masa) takkan ler 24 jam yang dok ada tuh tak cukup lagi.. huhu... tapi itulah realitinya.. aku mmg kekadang nak sapu sampah pun cam tak sempat.. tapi apa boleh buat penat ker apa ker kena jugak lah sapu or kutip2 sampah buang kan.. kalau tak nanti jadi makanan si Afi pulak (wpun dia jarang ler kutip benda n terus masuk mulut utk di makan)

antara benda yang paling susah tuk aku buat (hehe see ayat orang segan or apakah) adalah tuk menggosok baju.. adeh ada kot 2 raga baju tuk di gosok.. aku kalau diberi pilihan tuk basuh, sidai n lipat or gosok i will definitely choose the trio... gosok.. alahai kan best kalau ada orang tolong buatkan... been asking Hn to help me with the ironing stuff tapi hehe.. i dont think he would want to do it.. so bab meng iron baju terpaksalah tunggu aku ada mood untuk itu dan selalu ari Ahad adalah hari tuk gosok baju.. sebab once a week gosok baju means aku ada cukup baju tuk di pakai sepanjang minggu (for school lah kan) cuma kadang2 tuh waktu pagi before gi sekolah aku gosok tudung yg nak di pakai.. sama jugak kalau baju sekolah twin (since they have like 4 set of school uniform) so on wed or thurs aku akan gosoklah baju sekolah dorang..



ishhh cuba bayang nooo kalau lah kita masih guna iron cam zaman dulu2.. kena panaskan arang dulu dah sebagainya.. mau pengsan aku kan.. berapa belas pasang baju sekali nak gosok.. huhu tak dapat nak dibayangkan..


selain iron baju kerja yang aku tak dapat buat setiap hari adalah mop lantai, lipat kain baju dan lain2 kerja yang bersesuaian dengan kerja rumah lah.. hehe.. mop lantai setakat harini bergantung kepada kerajinan aku.. kalau mood aku mmg ok haritu.. so korang akan tengok rumah aku dari depan ke belakang rumah mmg aku kemas.. kira complete ler dengan susun2 barang, toys, magazines, redeco (kalau larat), sapu sampah, buang sawang n mop lantai.. tapi kalau mood aku agak weng sikit so aku paling senang jer.. minta tolong twin kutip sampah n simpan all their toys (termasuk toys Afi) dalam tempat mainan dorang.. bilik belakang yang aku khususkan tuk dorang main pun dah cam tongkang pecah.. tak percaya haaa tengoklah..



nih ntah tahun bila pulak baru aku nak boleh kemas nih (huaaahauaaa).. mmg senang ler sebab i feel like dorang cuma sepahkan bilik nih jer.. n so far so good.. sebab mmg bilik nih jer yang bersepah tapi bila tengok keadaan bilik nih aku rasa cam adehhh poning kepala den.. apakah yang berlaku di sini.. huru hara jadiknya (eh itu bukan gambar sebenar keadaan di rumah aku yer ) tapi lebih kurang laaa..



maybe one day bilik tuh akan bertukar jadik gini.. hmm sedap sikit mata memandang.. tapi since this house is the government house.. so aku tak boleh ler nak cat seindah ini.. (yeke tak boleh korang.. aku tension arrr dengan cat rumah nih sekarang.. dah comot sangat.. ) mmg tak boleh cat ker kalau rumah kerajaan.. niat aku cuma nak bagi rumah kerajaan nih cantik sikit.. salah ker..





or maybe aku boleh dapatkan (beli lah) rak sebegini.. then maybe their toys akan jadi lebih organize.. tapi kalau sampai ke atas siling tuh sapa pula nak panjat amik.. tapi serius la aku suka lah rak nih.. hehe...



tu lah dulu luahan hati dari aku yang sungguh serabut dengan keadaan rumah aku nih.. aku mmg tabik spring dekat semua ibu2 yang manage to take care or their kids n house at the same time.. sebab sesungguhnya aku belum berkemampuan ke arah itu...